On Wings of an Eagle

Good evening dear Bloggers;

I thought I would give an update on what all has been going on with my Mama's case Obviously there's been much on my mind and much I've been having to deal with, I've had a great deal to do involving my state's goverment and legislature regarding this case.....so pull up a chair, grab a soft drink or what You enjoy......sit down for a while, it's time to Relax......:). I think one of the greatest compliments I've received was when someone once said to me, they would love to come to my house and sit and listen to the stories that I tell. Little did they know, I felt the same way about their stories, too :)






Each night I sit here out on my porch swing listening to the song of a Whippoorwill......It's sound brings such enjoyment....words simply cannot express, I don't take its song for granted, neither the serenity and peace it brings....I'm a lone spectator here in my world as I watch silently expectantly....as one by one; the stars show up in the night sky....twinkling brightly far away as a warm breeze blows in through the cabin's entryway........My time alone with God, talking to my sister-in-law., and my animals bring me much comfort and consolation during this entire ordeal I've been enduring for a while now. 




There was a time I lived in the city and realized in a very short time, city life was not for me. Naturally, I enjoy the shops, the ballet, theatre, some opera, the restaurants, lights glitz and glimmer, and it's great to visit.......but to me personally nothing compares to watching a doe bending her graceful head to take a drink from a country stream, or watching a baby calf suddenly begin running kicking up its legs.....or watching as a colt tries its wobbly legs for the very first time. The fragrance of Honeysuckle on the vine....or the aroma of Lavender. Fresh Lettuce and tomatoes, warmed in the sunshine


Outside earlier, this morning, looking up at the beautiful blue of the sky, searching for that Eagle I've been seeing here in the mountains at my cabin home for the past few days. He's simply gorgeous! A few days ago, there were three crows chasing after him, While one was in the back of him, the other two were on each side, shrieking at him! Caw! Caw! Caw! I couldn't help but laugh, it looked so comical; 3 Old Crows chasing after such a majestic Eagle! Suddenly he turned on the crows, defending himself and his airspace, then, soared higher into the sky and flew on his merry way. Needless to say; the crows didn't follow after him, guess they knew better then to tangle with such a formidable foe. There's a few lessons in that.


While last week's hearing involving my mama, went ok actually it was better than I had anticipated really.. Although I'm still left with a lot of questions. Still, I am thankful for my mama's sake and I haven't any complaints with regard to the defense attorney representing her, not only is he a good decent morally upright man but a fantastic attorney, he's good at what he does., however I do question a judicial system that is so far behind the times and seemingly make up they're own laws rules and regulations. I read in a recent local forum that Kentucky "finally" outlawed rooster-fighting...Gee! We're catching up with the times! These so-called "kangaroo courts" not simply the county for which my mother was attending its court in session. 


It's hard not to be cynical especially when the other so-called "kangaroo" law and justice if one could call it a system., is a town you were once from, grew up with a great deal of its citizens or know a great majority on a first name basis, minus the local university's population of course. I was just discussing the other day with an attorney friend., after he had commented on the "nice" justice center in my old hometown.....I replied, didn't they mimmick the one where you spend a great deal of your time in court? Hmm, how it would seem the town builds an outrageously expensive justice building, then the local sheriff or police departments begin arresting people left and right or citing local folks, those tourists passing through and the university population for driving 5mph over the speed-limit, something is "WRONG" here!


While I'll be the first to admit, at times, it's difficult to endure when hearing such disparaging remarks whether from others here or outside the state while visiting., when Kentucky is my home, I love my state and its people, yet we are all in need of major changes in legislation to benefit All not simply a few!!


I've yet to learn as to whether or not the attorneys representing the companies who have sued my mother are still determined to continue their barrage of slanderous defamation of my character, integrity in their onslaught of publicly attacking my honor, while hurling public and written false accusations toward me to any one and every one whom will listen to them. It has become quite clear these attorneys for these companies are attempting to destroy my reputation.


Though I have been and am devastatingly hurt, deeply offended, the accusations are outrageous in the extreme and simply are not true. And though there are those whom know me, grew up with me or simply have been my neighbors or I have attended primary school, college or worked with them or attended church services with them., these are the people knowing I could never and neither would I ever, do what these attorneys are accusing me of. 


Yet, what about those whom do not know me?-----What about them? They don't know that I am a kind person whom cares so deeply for others. They do not know that my life speaks for itself. They do not know that because I am a Christian, have a personal relationship in my Faith-walk with Jesus Christ., knowing I must answer to my heavenly Father, I could never knowingly in good conscience commit a crime of any type much less deliberately hurt any one.


There have been many who have said to me that I am simply being naive. This is all a Money-game to those involved in this case. Stating that these attorneys and their companies they are representing simply could care less that I am innocent in all this--------They could care less that I have a reputation that comes from a lifetime of living Right before God and man. Yet, I have been informed that these attorneys have made their statements that they are going to destroy me!? This statement came from the attorney representing my mama in the civil case. There are two cases ongoing. 






Obviously, Greed plays a huge part in this entire travesty. It's what it's all about, "MONEY" There are some People who will Kill over money, for selfish gain for what they believe it will bring them. Honor, power, prestige? Yet, I ask them at what Price?---- Still, they will Lie, steal, cheat, whatever means necessary to achieve their goal., they simply could care less and without even so much as batting an eyelash, they will walk all over innocent people, falsely accuse them and it doesn't matter whether they hurt or destroy innocent lives to do so.


Talk about Injustice here!....It's enough to make one very Angry.....Outraged. When honest hard-working people out here keeping this country going, trying to save money to care for their families, for themselves and leave an inheritance for their children, are being taken advantage of by crooked insurance companies and financial lending companies and banks , who simply are practicing dirty underhanded business, doubling their profit by 


raising mortgage loan rates, bringing foreclosure, selling people's homes and the land they have worked and sweated to keep, leaving they and their families virtually homeless with no where to go just so these corrupt crooked companies can resale and "double dipping" on their profits....The economic situation has created such dire circumstances in this country, it has been seized upon by such opportunistic predators; these corrupt companies and many others who are taking advantage of this nation's citizens... 


And when we take a look even closer.,we will see that Racial and Discrimination issues are at a boiling point, personally, I believe that "slapping" a title on a group of people such as "Minority" is a type of Discrimination in itself. the working class are out of work, the price of gasoline and diesel are unbelievable and supposed to increase by Summer., food, groceries in stores are outrageously priced, household items have increased, mom and pop diners that have been open in little towns across this nation are closing their doors. 


Grocery stores, post offices------what are people to do? It becomes difficult to overlook when it comes down to putting food on the table for our families...when there is unfair pay for equal work between the sexes and has been ongoing for more than a century, there has been unfairness between the sexes since the beginning and there are always someone in there keeping it going as well....creating circumstances to keep one another at odds.....Every where we look the disease has spread a little more and little more, in a nation where discrimination of its citizens should never be tolerated, yet it is and it is having its devastating effects on families in this country at a staggering level, there is a rapid decline in morality, stress and its related physical effects is at an all-time high.


Domestic violence, Raping, killing, child abuse, and abuse of the elderly, drugs and alcohol abuse, poverty, poor housing, poor working conditions, those who come into this country, while I agree there should be jobs available to all who can and are able-bodied to work, yet many illegals coming into this country are unjustly being taken advantage of-----there is unspeakable human suffering, on every level, in the news media, turn on the television, the radio, on the internet, cell phones, horror-stories of human trafficking, animal abuse, little babies being sacrificed.......


Do we not hear the cries of the People-----of the Children!!!?----yet it seems there are those who are in authority who are trying to silence those very cries. .....What's this country coming to when honest hard working men and women cannot afford to own their own homes and land any more!? When they cannot trust their children playing down the street or out in their own backyards? What is to become of this Nation; America;, Land of The Free, Home of the Brave., that our women and men in the Armed Forces are fighting to keep it Free!?--------- Exactly what are they Fighting For?...when there are those who Care so little for others------- that they would Lie, steal, cheat and even kill to make their profits!?-------Would Someone tell me, Who is worried about Terrorists outside the Borders attacking this Nation.....Instead we must worry about the Enemies within!!!


The injustice and unfairness in our society is staggering., it's endless......Life is filled with unfairness. I could so easily become disheartened, discouraged from not only my own mistreatment in this situation and circumstances going on in my own life at this time and other family members, when sadly all I must do, look around and see such injustice happening all around me in my own community, my state, this Nation and in and throughout the world. 


Still, yet like the captain whose boat has been lost at sea; there seems to be a glimmer of light just up ahead----- In the midst of all this anguish-----the pain of seeing others being treated so unfairly----- I also see God's Love more clearly than ever....... when the nightmarish devastation of a tornado rips through a community leaving nothing but destruction in its aftermath or when flooding or hurricanes nearly destroy an entire state or a fire rages out of control, threatening homes and the very lives of its residents.


I see "LOVE in ACTION" I see neighbors and those from throughout the states helping one another, lending a hand. When I see people sharing, Caring for one another, offering comfort, encouragement bringing Food and Water......I see people standing together, helping One another through the after-effects. When I hear Mayors offer encouragement, a Prayer of Hope as when The Mayor of Tuscaloosa Alabama spoke to its citizens when a tornado destroyed much of their city.....it is then I feel a sense of pride----- of Hope renewed..






We are the PEOPLE of this NATION....it's Our Nation and we must Take a STAND and Take it back!!!......Back when I was a youngster or as a dear family friend fondly refers my siblings and I as "Lil Youngins". I always enjoyed Westerns, John Wayne; The Duke will always be One of my Heroes along with his female Counterpart; Maureen O'Hara.....Some of my Favorites are also Sam Elliott, Ben Johnson, Clint Eastwood, Tom Selleck, James Arness, Lee Majors, Peter Breck, from The Big Valley and what die-hard Fan of Westerns could forget "Bonanza"....Ben, Hoss, Lil Joe and Adam, with their Co-stars Griff, Candy and Jamie. 






Certainly those whom know me best, are aware that even though I am "Mountain Folk" or from "The Mountains" I am unquestionably feminine, there's a softer side that likes enjoying the silk, lace and satin but be as it may; never judge a book by its cover either and with three Brothers, my Dad and my mama, and a brother and sister from my Dad's marriage., I grew up with the Mentality, When times get hard, we don't give up, we stay Strong...We "Roll up, our sleeves, Grit our teeth and Move on with it!" We ride out those storms of life----- I believe our Nation's people have this same mentality this innate, Strong spirit.. We will not be defeated!.....When our Nation was attacked during 9/11----Our People banned together and "Together" We Stood tall and Proud and Helped One another!------


Again, I am reminded of that Eagle I saw earlier this morning, Our Nation though she may have had a Broken Wing..... Its Strength is Renewed......and we will become Stronger......We may have done some fighting among ourselves in the past....but OUTSIDERS best leave us alone!-----First we begin with ourselves, We must ride out of our Towns, Cities, OUT of our Communities, States....these enemies...Ride them ALL out on a Rail!!! It's not so much of Who the enemies are------ but What the Enemies are


Our Enemies are: 


Apathy, Poverty, Discrimination, Prejudice, Bigotry, Hatred, Greed, Selfishness, Malice, Envy, Gossip, Lies, Cheating, Stealing, Slanders, Killing, Abuse, Dishonor, Disrespect, Dehumanizing, Prideful with Arrogance. Though the list seems endless....But it All begins with us.....Ourselves------Each one of us, can play a part, can get involved.......it is not impossible to undertake this Battle and WIN!!! For ALL things are Possible with The Lord!!


Since man's Fall in the Garden of Eden, there has been Sin, there has been lying, stealing, cheating, killing.......God's Word says we are not to fret and be dismayed because of wickedness and evildoers... I read somewhere.....the sign, "Stay Calm, Read the Psalms" I liked that! So, instead of hitting the Panic button-------Like David, I will encourage myself--------I will continue to Help Others, Encourage Others.....Help in any way possible that I can....... I will strive that much more to be more Kind to Every One I meet..... I will Pray more......I will Look more to The One where my Strength comes from...... for I Know exactly to Whom I look., He is my Refuge, my Strong Tower, my Defense






I may not have all the answers as to the "Why" things happen....but I do have the blessed Hope, the Faith, and The Assurance that when they do happen......There is One who will never leave, neither Forsake me.....in Fact His promise is that He will be with me Always even until the end of time itself.


Now, isn't that reason enough to Celebrate!? Isn't that reason enough to rejoice!?------To shout, Hallelujah!!-----I can do my part in eradicating these enemies of humanity...... and when I feel discouraged.....All I need remember David's Son; Solomon once said, to everything there is a Season and a Purpose under heaven given by God Himself. It's reassurance in itself....that Our times are in His hands., and what a wonderful blessed feeling it is to know this when You are living in the center of a Loving God's will. 


What a Peace that passeth all understanding. He gives us the Peace we need and the Strength to walk on, keep going on our journey. He will Heal the broken- hearted, binding up they're wounds..... and He will Vindicate.....for Vengeance belongs to Him. But because it belongs to Him, this does not mean that we sit passively by, watching others being unjustly treated or allow ourselves be mistreated-------we do our part and God will do His......






It also means that we "only" do our part and not frustrate ourselves in trying to do God's part too. How many times do I have to keep reminding myself of this!? Too many to count, let me say! Nevertheless, after we do all we know to do, then We simply wait upon The Lord...That's the hardest part isn't it? Though really it should be the easiest!


And like the Eagle from earlier this morning; I am reminded of Another Eagle that flutters and stirs up her Nest, Protectively Covering her Young ......Let's Stir up The godly Love within our Hearts for One another!------And that same beautiful majestic Eagle that Father God has likened us to. While Our Nation's Forefathers built this Nation upon Biblical principles and precepts and undoubtedly had taken from The Book of Isaiah when declaring the Eagle in representation of our Nation and its People and their indomitable beautiful spirit-----






When I look up at the sky of blue again, recalling the Eagle that was being attacked by those 3 old crows--------For but a moment, I feel a chill., we are being attacked and brought down by these enemies from within.....And the Battle starts here., we must rise to the challenge of adversity------- of injustice of any kind-------- having Zero Tolerance for Injustice, Discrimination, Mistreatment of any.


Let us not become so weary In well-doing, then, let us remember those who spitefully and unjustly mistreat us.......just as there is a Season for old satan, there is also a Season for the wicked as well and in God's timing their lamp will be put out. Instead PRAY for them!....For they will surely need it!


For God is my Present Help in times of trouble.....Who Can Withstand The Hand of GOD!?----- PEOPLE, this Nation must turn its heart and eyes back to GOD,, Before it's too late........ It is then......and Only then.....We shall Overcome......... Let's PRAY for One Another and this Nation..


Until then,



May The Good Lord bless, guide, protect and keep You


keep a rainbow in your pocket and a smile in your heart

An Unseen Hand

Good Morning Bloggers;

I hope that with this latest and newest post, All are doing quite well.
Can You believe this beautiful Spring!? How I love this time of the year!----Every thing so green and growing.----Trees, flowers, shrubbery, animals. There's something so beautiful, innocent when watching a little calf frolicking so playfully in a field or a colt trying its wobbly gangly legs for the very first time. Or a rabbit hopping along, Frogs singing they're songs just down the lane at the nearby pond. Or the long mournful yet hauntingly beautiful Night song of the Whippoorwill----It seems to go on endlessly through the night....Just last night I sat outside on the porch swing for the longest time, listening to not only one but several Whippoorwills, they suddenly flew off in the distance leaving one to continue serenading me for the next hour or so, until I became sleepy and retired for the evening.

It's raining here in the Mountains of Kentucky this early morning. Yesterday evening, I took a short nap, "Power naps" as we now call them. Funny how only a few short years ago, they were simply called a "Cat nap" I will have a very busy Monday afternoon, but couldn't sleep at the moment and while I had a few minutes I wanted to share a new post.
A few years ago, I wrote a Poem titled, "Ride Out The Storm" Perhaps a little later I'll share it.
It seems these days my posts are so few and far between. Hoping this will change at some point in the near future.
Yet in-between the busyness of the weeks, months I would enjoy adding more and I'm sure I will as time goes on.
While I was sitting outside listening to the night sounds, my thoughts returned to the seriousness of my situation. I have been through many trials throughout my lifetime and try to look for the lesson in the adversity, the trial. Sometimes it's not always easy and sometimes there just aren't any answers. Perhaps many years later, we find ourselves still seeking, searching for those answers to our questions, yet none are forthcoming.

Ten years ago,  when I lost my husband in a wreck, my life was turned upside down.
 Life as I knew it, was now gone. It was devastating and what compounded the hurt was the bitterness, the hatred and anger, the greed of his extended family and the denial of  fault from my husband's former employer.  I suppose one could expect denial of any fault or wrongdoing from a company, but one's family?! Even to this day, they do not speak to me as though the wreck was somehow my fault.
 There were many details surrounding the wreck, I was not only  unjustly treated unfair, morally and ethically but legally as well,by both the company and my husband's family, there was also the very real possibility of  malfunctioning equipment being a contributing factor to the wreck, yet that same equipment was hidden then disposed of quickly afterward by the company my late husband had been employed.

Not only did this happen but the behavior of his family made matters so much worse.In addition to all of this; some very serious legal issues had arisen from seemingly out of nowhere involving a member of my own family. All was simply too much to deal with at one time. In other words, I had to choose my Battle and I chose to take a Stand and Fight for my family member in their own battle, even though, in the process it cost me my home, property and nearly every thing else as well.
Yet, I truly believe God does give back to His obedient children. He will give us Beauty for Ashes. He will re-pay, Vindicate His Own, in His own timing and in His Own way.

While in-between the almost nightmarish ordeal of helping my family member, was the devastation of losing my spouse, any one who has gone through such a loss, also knows how truly tragic it is and something one may accept with time, yet never get over. The profound loss will always be there, yet God is our Comforter, the Strength of our heart and portion forever!

During this time, I was having to endure and try to deal with  extremely malicious under-handed behavior from my husband's family, there were times, it was almost too much to bare. Yet, my Faith has been Strong. My Strength came from being down on bended knees in Prayer to My God and Creator. Someday very soon,  I plan to write a book detailing my experiences during my loss in the hope that it will help someone else and maybe prevent someone else from having to go through what I did.

In retrospection; looking back on such a tragic time in my life, I have wondered whether such behavior from my husband;'s family was really worth it? Oh, I know they gained monetarily without any doubt whatsoever. Yet,  there have been times, I have wondered  whether it is realized at the time.,and I'm sure most of the time it isn't, especially when those involved seem to lack any conscience whatsoever while caught up in the middle of the mistreatment of others.
Yet, someday Greed and its consequences will  be difficult to live with----regrets shall without a doubt be many, then again maybe not. But it doesn't really matter. I forgave them of their mistreatment of me. I Pray for them, for they surely need Prayer.
While I have my memories of my late husband and to me they are worth more than gold. They haven't many at all.....When the stories he told, sadly were not of too much laughter or happiness spent with his family.

Yet,  I have peace that comes only from a life lived in Jesus Christ,  I am satisfied with my life, enjoy many hobbies and most of all my Faith walk, my spiritual relationship with Jesus Christ. Certainly as a Christian; I desire an even closer walk still and  I also have the assurance that someday I will see my husband once more....Though a very sad circumstance to learn the ways of some people., it has not left me neither cyncical or the least bit jaded. Quite the contrary , I simply refuse to allow the viciousness and greed of others to make me angry or even bitter.

 Today, I strive toward being that much more kind to others, I try to help others in any way I possibly can.... I Love People! I seek friendships with those who have honest and loving hearts.Where there is mutual love, respect. Until that time I had not encountered such mistrust, such greed and malice.
It also hurt when there were attorneys I had retained to help me with the circumstances, yet they were uncaring and unkind and simply after what money they could possibly gain by trampling upon the legal rights of a devastated very young widowed woman.

Though I do not visit my late husband's family even now, after the years have went by., when I see them at a distance whether it's out shopping or briefly in passing on a street. I see tired faces, worry and stress in they're eyes. Perhaps they have faired quite well financially, yet spiritually, emotionally it's very doubtful and I am very sorry for them and as I continue to Pray for them, my Faith is released and I know it is all in God's Hands.

Even now,  I still haven't all  the answers, the "why" of it all.,  yet through Faith and Trust in God, I have accepted that His Sovereign Will be done. There is something about knowing deep down inside within our Spirit, in our hearts that our times are in God's Hands, Our very lives are safe and secure with Him. When we accept Jesus Christ as The Lord and Savior of our lives, we receive His Salvation and He lives within our hearts. It's like we're saying, admitting, knowing " OK I Know You are God, and I Know You are in Control------I am trusting You, Lord to Work it All Out Somehow......Because it's in You're Word and It is True that You have a Good Plan for my Life, no matter what has happened, what has been done, What evil has occurred to try to Destroy Your Children, You Have it All Covered.

What absolute Blessed Assurance it is in knowing this!-------and by the way, the family member who found themselves in their own terrible battle back then, came through the battle with flying colors!------Yet, today this same precious yet misguided family member has managed to land themselves once again into some hot water and once again I seem to have been nominated to come to the rescue at the expense of being falsely accused myself. Yet, this time, the circumstances are much different, I am not devastated by the loss of my beloved, I am not going through several situations as during that time, and it's somewhat of a strange thing, remember when I mentioned at the beginning of this post? "Sometimes we must pick our battles"....


One of the attorneys who was involved in the legal case all those years ago, whom I felt was also very much aware and involved in the unjust treatment?-----is also involved in this case with my family member.
Circumstances are as it may be, with the recent false accusations made against me, they have simply cost the company of whom they are representing, a great deal by making such false statements public.
Yes, God will Vindicate His Children whom Love and Serve Him When the innocent are being unjustly treated..... once is too much, yet a second time!? The Creator of heaven and earth will not sit idly by and watch His children be destroyed.


A little more about my background; Since the age of six years old, I "knew" God existed,  sometimes when I think about it, I find it quite amazing that a six year old, could be play- riding on a toy horse, then look around and suddenly have many very substantial logical questions ......When a very real knowing that Someone Created every thing!.......I "Knew" He is real......Yes indeed, The REAL Deal----when I was eight, I began attending church with my family and was Saved. At the age of twelve, I was Baptized. Furthering, Strengthening, Deepening my Spiritual Faith Walk with Jesus Christ.. I'd be the first one to admit, I fall short of His glory, almost daily. Yet, I Love Him, He Loves me in spite of my shortcomings, my failings, my faults,,  I am a Work in Progress....His Masterpiece, we all are......His Greatest Creation!


 I Place my Faith and my Trust in Him..........The Unseen Hand leading Guiding, Giving me His Peace imparting His Love, His Joy into my heart........ Simply because You cannot see Him, Doesn't mean He isn't there, Friends.
You Cannot see the Wind blowing can You?------ Yet You can see the leaves on the trees move, the trees themselves bend in the Wind. So it is with Him, and His Holy Spirit, We know not where it comes from Yet, He is here, His Everlasting Love is True and Precious......


Last night, I thanked Him for the Song of the Whippoorwill, for the joy and serenity it brought me.
For His Love and Peace I felt., in spite of the very troublesome events and circumstances surrounding the legal battle my family member has been involved in and perhaps unwittingly involved me, placed somewhere in the middle of it all. In the midst of the false accusation the adversity turmoil and trial, I Know God hears my Prayers, He has me Covered and He is in Control., He will take what is meant for my harm and work it out for my Good. We do our part, all that we know to do, then simply stand still and wait upon the Lord to move in His time.


The Lord speaks to us, to our hearts in so many many ways.
Through His Word, through His Creation, through other godly people, I've been told that some have heard an audible voice. That would simply be too Awesome for Words, indeed! Yet, most of the time we hear Him speak to our hearts, to our conscience in that Precious still small voice... and our Heart Hears His Loving Kindness.,as He extends His Mercy and His Grace With arms opened wide; an invitation welcoming all who will come and receive Him. His Love and Light is Eternal and that Light Guides me..
Come what may, tomorrow....that Unseen Hand is leading guiding, Protecting and I am Safe under those mighty Wings..
And to use a poem by the named author below:

~*An Unseen Hand*~

~There is an unseen hand that pilots me
Guiding my boat upon life's troubled seas
When the waves so high billow

O' how they roar
I feel an Unseen Hand
A gentle touch once more

Leading me on
Showing me the way
Safely to shore
There is the light of day

For my Savior, Lord Jesus
 It is He who leads me on
Guiding my boat safely toward Home
 Copyright ©2012  S.A. Lawson

Until next time, may The Love of The Good Lord, Lead Guide Protect and Keep You